Tenacious.

Basically to keep things short and simple. We are growing apart…and I really hate that. Usually when we get in an argument or something I don’t stress about it because I KNOW that we’ll settle our differences and just be cool!

But my good friend, THIS is no argument we’re having.

I don’t really feel as if you are changing drastically, but you are different; and I don’t feel as if you’re not here anymore, you’re just with your lil “boo”. 

This is not what’s up. To be honest I’m just going to list the things that really piss me off about you because hopefully we can get better…

1. You talk way too much before you even listen. Everytime I say something it’s like you HEAR what I say, cut me off, then put in your own opinion. Then sometimes you even feel the need to say I’m wrong.
2. I kinda’ feel like I can’t trust you anymore since you told you know who…you know what. I still think you’re the same person, but now I’m thinking what else will you tell if something “just slips” Which kind of goes back to my number one thing about you talking too much. 
3. I kinda’ feel that you’re sarcasm is really not working for you. 
4. You really pissed me off like 2 sundays ago when you picked me up for church. I was hungryAF and you were too…I planned on going to McDonalds with the LITTLE money I did have left…but you used all of it on yourself and didn’t even offer me any. Not only did I not have any moeny left, I was STILL hungry. 
5. You already know this, but I hate how you have your feelings so invested in a person. That’s not healthy. I don’t really want to talk about this anymore though.
6. You talk way too much about a certain someone, and I know I’m supposed to be your best friend and all, but I told you that it wasn’t a good idea and you didn’t listen to me…what’s my purpose then?

Ok, I’m done with you. I still love you too in case you were wondering. 

dopestblogiknow:

deetyree:

It’s Always The Light-Skinned Tatted Fag’s That Get 5,000 Notes.
I ain’t even mad tho’.

“Words can not truly explain how much you mean to me, or even how happy I am because of you”

Remember those words? It was a love letter I wrote you back, way back when. It’s funny how those words still hold value. BUT, let’s do some constructing anyway…

“Words can not truly explain how much you meant to me, or even how happy I was because of you”

NEVER will I speak bad about you, or say that I hate you, because that would be so wrong of me. No matter what happened, you were a good thing that happened for me. I can go on in the future knowing a bit more than what I came in with. It seemed like you made me fly! …but now I’m flying solo.

“I still get butterflies when I talk to you, and I smile while thinking of you. You truly are a special gift from heaven.”

Hmph. Another set of words from my love letter. Words that only described a small PORTION of what I felt for you. Now, I don’t feel that…I felt empty last night when we talked. I wasn’t sad or depressed, I just felt like I didn’t care anymore, but it’s only because the place that I’m at NOW in my life…is a hell of a long way from the place you met me.

I guess my purpose in writing this was to get a few things off my chest, because I like to have closure to some things.

1. First, I still love you. Not in a “Ooooo baby, let’s get married…I want you so bad…let’s spend the rest of our lives together” type, but I do care for you chump. Always will.
2. Second, I’m really pissed off at myself because I saw this coming. I should have stopped it…or tried to at least, and all I can feel is “damn”. To me, that’s the worst feeling to have right now, I swear!
3. Third, I’m REALLY pissed off that you think of me the way you do, I know I’m a nice guy and all, but still…I tried my best. I can’t be someone I’m not. I even wonder if you could have told me, and I could have tried to do different…but it’s over now, and I just have a “fuck it” attitude about it.
4. Fourth, I don’t know if we can be friends…and I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY want to be great friends with you, but I just don’t see it. I don’t feel it…and that kind of hurts too, because I still want you in my life.
5. Fifth, …well scroll down for the 5th one.

“At the end of the day, no matter what, I’m still going to be here. I’ll be the friend who will listen to all your problems, the boy that can make you smile when no one can, the guy who cringes when you kiss him with lip gloss, and the person’s voice you will always hear before falling asleep. Like I told you, “I ain’t going no where!” =)

Ok, so some of that stuff won’t be going on in the future, BUT the main idea of those words still apply.

And, that my friend ….is a rap.

-Tyler Hunter

keepingmygoalsafe: